After a week of agonizing emptiness that followed after breaking up with the only sentimental attachment I have ever formed with a fellow human being in many years, finally I am back on track. Its good to get back to the "yeah yeah yeah! whatever (yawn)" mode and it feels like heaven.
After aggressively arguing that its all my fault, the source for all my troubles came back one full circle and we are back on talking terms. Strangely, i don't feel bitter. Now it all seems like its for the best. I feel free, liberated and happy again. No worries, but just living my life each day at a time. In fact the more I talk to him the more I feel an urge to do something nice for him.
But still this is not the most important thing in life now. Whats important is Saiyuki. Boy what a show. I completed watching all the episodes of saiyuki and it was soooooo cooool! Wish I can wander the earth like the guys, albeit with better company. But there is something about tortured souls with attitude that is simply irresistible to my gloomy head.
Now that I have seen em all, i am going to see them again and again and again.....
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